Think I might be sick ... maybe from too much alcohol.

Is it possible to get a drinking sickness at such a young age? I might be extreme but it seems to me that everyone else that club are just as extreme as me. They never seem to be sick.

I was breathing the other day. And at first I thought it was just my asthma. but then my kidneys started to hurt. every breath i took ... there was like a sharp pain near my lower back. i've never felt any pain there before.

I guess I just need to cut down on the booze. But I was thinking ... I am an alcoholic. I can't even tell if it's a mental or physical addiction. But take my word for it. I've never gone without alcohol for more than 3 days. since like ... I quit drugs.

Fuck ...